http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/ I Would Walk A Thousand Miles For Him....My Confessions Of Life, Love, And Angst Sun, 16 Jul 2006 15:20:00 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/70.html Thu, 06 Jul 2006 15:20:40 GMT Okay, Ashleigh's of the world, BACK THE FUCK UP OFF MY GRILL BITCH!! **and all i wanna hear is the message beep** Hellz yes I am listening to Gorillaz!! Y'all gottsa issue wit dat? TOO DAMN BAD, MUDDA FUCKA!! **homies at the track** Okidoki, well Austin is being a stupid motha fuckin buttmunch, so he's on my iggie list major time. And supposedly he was gonna break up wit me anyway, so ya know what Ashleigh? FUCK OFF AN MIND YA OWN BIZ, YA DINT KNO DA HALF OF IT! Fucking prude ass bitch...God....ANYway, I gots ta go, so yeaaaaa...BUH BYEZ!!!!!!!!! §--ze zo call-ed... (more) http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/69.html Mon, 26 Jun 2006 02:43:36 GMT I broke up with Austin. Don't ask. I have to check out the tv show 'My So-Called Life,' Rebekah says it's good. = D I'mma go now... ~Jenn http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/68.html Thu, 18 May 2006 03:05:00 GMT I asked Austin out. He said yes. YAY!! ... I am so not doing the happy dance!! [okay maybe I am]. §--jenn--§ http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=68 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/67.html Mon, 15 May 2006 02:00:04 GMT Well my dad's being a jackass, as usual. It's stupid. I don't have the grades he wants for midquarters, so he's being stupid. I'm grounded "until he says otherwise" which technically if I wanted to be a bitch I could say that he already said 'otherwise' cuz of when he said that, but whatever. I don't care. Fuckin loser.... I hate being smart. It fucking sucks ass. Just because he's used to me getting all A's and B's, suddenly C's aren't good enough. C's and D's are still passing, but apparently I'm not "working up to my potential." Whatever. Well I g2g. Nothing to write. Ugh.... (more) http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=67 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/66.html Wed, 03 May 2006 15:14:23 GMT Hey all. Well, nothin really goin on here....My cousin Rebecca told me about this band, they're called the Dresden Dolls, they're amazing!! lmao....well Imma go now, I don't wanna sit on the comp all day. </3§--jenn--§</3 P.S. Last night I had a fever of 102 fahrenheit so ya that's why I can't go to school today. Meh. Okies bye.... http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=66 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/65.html Tue, 11 Apr 2006 18:15:54 GMT Hey everyone. I was at Saint Mike's since Friday night. I tried to kill myself by O.D.ing on asprin. I went from E.R. to I.C.U. to M.H.U. which is in the 4th floor. Now I'm on Prozac for my depression, and it seems to be helping. I just wanted you all to know what I'd done, especially since I missed two days of school and anyone who called was told that I wasn't home, and nothing more than that. ~Jenn http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=65 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/64.html Thu, 06 Apr 2006 03:03:08 GMT Life. Love. Pain. Pleasure. Hate. Death. Do you ever think about them? What about suicide? I do. I guess I just have too much time on my hands... Do you ever think about cutting? Self-mutilation? Do you know anyone who cuts? I do. I know several people who cut. One of them is me. Something many people don't understand is that cutting is not a suicidal action...it's an anti-suicide. It's addicting. It's an outlet, a rush. It's an expression of pain. Of anger. Depression. Have you ever seen the icons that say 'bleed just to know you're alive'? Sometimes they're true. ... (more) http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=64 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/63.html Thu, 30 Mar 2006 03:03:27 GMT Have you ever fallen in love? Known what it's like, to care about someone so much? I have. Once. Has your life ever just fallen apart, have you ever lost control? Well, here goes. Sixth grade. Just starting to feel hormonal, starting to like boys. But boys never liked me, why would they? I mean, I wasn't exactly the most attractive girl in class. And then there was Andrew. In my class, there were five girls total. It was a combined fifth and sixth class, and there were only two sixth grade girls; Hannah Hurst and me. Andrew came in from Kennedy at the beginning of the school... (more) http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=63 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/62.html Wed, 22 Mar 2006 03:44:26 GMT Hey all. Well, I figured I should prolly update....We're leaving tomorrow for Treasure Island. Woo hoo. I am so happy. Three whole days where I CAN'T CONTACT THE OUTSIDE WORLD!! ... sorry, minor spaz...heh......I went to Kayla's house yesterday and today, and I went to Austin's house today, and Austin, Kayla, and I went downtown to the mall and met Bri, Jaimee, Hannah...a bunch of people lol...hee hee Aus's mom gave me and Kayla a ride home, cuz it was cold and dark out, and it was.."special"..lol haha Aus know's what I mean by that....okies well I g2g, ttyal........ <3 Nicole ... (more) http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=62 http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/archive/61.html Sun, 19 Mar 2006 07:35:55 GMT Lol jus playin, I love my blog...it's my baby! lol Well it's like 1:30 in da a.m. y'all....hee hee I drank two Livewires!! GO ME!!! lolz okies well I'm at Beth's house right now...ya. Oh, and I've decided that from now on I'm just gonna use everyone's real names cuz ya it's too confusing trying to keep all the a.k.a.'s straight lolz...hmm MTV is weird at night!! ... in the morning? ... well when normal ppl are asleep lolz.....grr lalala okies I'm like bored haha okay IDK why...wait yes I do its ONE THIRTY IN THE FLIPPIN MORNING!! lol haha okay well I'm gonna go, I think I need another... (more) http://vampira2.blogdrive.com/comments?id=61