Hey everyone...Well, I wrote a new song today, called 'My Hands Are Tied' and I thought I'd share....well tell me what you think.

                     <3 Nicole

My Hands Are Tied

My hands are tied
With rope and chain (and chain)
I cannot get them free
How did they get
In such a state (how how)
Without prevention by me? (oh)

I think what happened
Is simply this: (simply this)
I lost track of my life (I lost..lost track)
It got away
Out of my grasp (away from me)
And so my hands are tied

My hands are tied
With cloth and twine (oh oh)
They're knotted rather well
Who is it (who had the means)
That had the means
To do this thing to me?

I wish I knew (I knew)
I wish you'd tell
I think you did it to me
You screwed me over
Awful as it seems (so awful baby)
But you weren't counting on me
Bouncing back

I will get over you
If it takes forever (oh oh)
I will get over you
If it takes my whole life (my whole life)
You will not win
You won't control me
I am my own destiny (yea yea)

You tied my hands
With love and heartbreak
You hurt me pretty bad (so bad...so bad)
And now I know
The means and reason
It wasn't stopped by me
I thought I could trust you
But with my heart? (heart)
You played hooky

It ain't no hot potato
You don't pass it around (no no)
If I put it in your hand
Don't put it down

You didn't give it back
You don't care (don't care)
You threw it on the ground
It smashed everywhere

You tied my hands
Behind my back (oh oh)
And twisted both my arms
Till I simply cracked (oh oh)
Till I cracked

        Wheeee! I'm so happy! lol Vladimir knows why....*wink wink* hee hee Aargh my English speech is due Wednesday! I don't even have my notes done!! I'm going to like fail the whole thing... oh well. muahahaha ... Wow that was weird idk why I wrote that lolz okies well I'm at school so I gotta go I don't wanna get caught! urgh I wish Kyle would stop moving my monitor....urgh oh well byez!!
                      <3 Nicole

     Ugh...I swear....that guy..just...UGH! I'm talking to Andre on the phone right now, I haven't even been talking for two minutes and already he's bugging me! god!!! ugh...I love him and hate him at the same time........it's frustrating...
     Well, I have a bf now....kinda. As in he lives in Illinois, but yea....well ttyl..........
                                  <3 Nicole

     Why must he be so good at getting under my skin? Ugh...If I hadn't heard it from his own mouth, I'd think he liked me. He doesn't, but still....I'm pretty damn sure he does what he does because he likes to! Okay, I'm like overreacting, but still. Why does he have to be the one to push my buttons? I could take it if I didn't flippin care so much about him; I just...I feel like he's leading me on or something. It's not fair...*sighs* well I'm going to go. If I rant anymore, I'll probably lose the few readers I have. ttyal....

             <3[ugh] Nicole

     Well, guess what? My guitar *should* be her by like Monday. YAY!! lol.....then Jay's gonna teach me to play. AWESOMENESS!  = P  I kinda like him, but idk I prolly won't tell him. Eh. Maybe. I haven't decided yet....okies well bye all

                                 <3 Nicole
     P.S. By 'kinda like him' I mean 'would ask him out if I could/ever got the nerve'. Just so you all know. After all, I'm sure it'll save you're life someday! lolz jpwy...okay bye now

     Hey all...well nothing much here. Formal was amazing! It was so much fun...I love how I looked, and all my friends were stunning too! We had a blast. I think I've gotten over Andre...well actually, I'll probably never completely get over him, but I can accept the fact that he doesn't like me like that.
     My guitar hasn't arrived yet...oh well lolz. I met the coolest guy at Formal. His name's 'Brad.' He's so fun lol! He's really hot too. He's gay though...too bad lolz.....
     Well I don't really have much else to write, I'll ttyal...

                      <3 Nicole

     Hey all. I love eBay! lol I got a guitar. For a PENNY! Brand new, never been used, Linden bindings, 38"....yay! lol okay well I'mma ttyal......byez

                    <3 Nicole

     The interesting word today is "fag:"

fag¹ n.

     Well, I got my material for my purse. I'm making one for Formal. I'm now going out with 'Dan'...I think I may have used that name already, but idr....and it might be the same persone but again idr....
     The Andre situation hasn't really improved...I'm trying to get over him, and accept the fact that he doesn't like me as anything more than a friend, but I can't. It kind of sucks....maybe I'll get over it eventually. Aargh! And I still don't know if he's read either of my blogs...I forgot to ask him when I talked to him today. Woops.
     It totally sucks; I'd freakin jump off a bridge for the guy, and if he knows he don't care. It's frustrating, ya know? I mean...I just...I dunno. I guess I wish he'd give me a chance. But then, considering what would happen, like how the people at school would react...I could see how anyone would avoid dating me. I'm not exactly the most popular persone at school. Oh well, I really don't care what they think...I care what my friends think, and I care what my family thinks. I could care less what 'Crystal' or the Lotus thinks. ... sorry, it's a long story.
     Well I guess I'm going to go now; I haven't done any of my homework yet. *sighs* I keep forgetting....plus I should probably start some laundry so I don't get stuck doing it this Friday..
     OMFG I've just realized that Formal's in less than a week! AAH! I still need some stuff! Oh geeze.....gah! Umm well ttyal....

                     <3? Nicole

     P.S. Dad won't let me watch "Thirteen." He thinks it's 'not appropriate for my age group.' Whatever.